Exhale, inhale.
For real, and it often happens.
It's usual, ya usual. But I kinda dislike that way. Just still can’t understand, why are those so difficult? Something that someone simply can't get it, or be sensitive on it. Certain things are hard to be changed. I know. ‘Cause I feel it too.
This is what I call cause & effect. I'm being afraid to start because I can predict how the reaction will be. Before it really happens, I guess taking off is a best decision at that time. It's hard, though. Pushing this kind of thing which always tickles me inside. I feel, but I hide it. This blows, but I insist myself not to let this wind do that. For some reasons, I often get the butterflies dance on my stomach. Also a fast beat from my cardio. Do I look stupid if it's just because a glance to something? Ya, stupid. Sometimes wondering how to take easy way out. Cause I'm stuck on it! I swear.
I have no idea about the right thing to do. This is all so confusing. I'm under hesitation. In one side I could feel the way it goes stronger, but the other side says that why should it be?
Many words out, they tell new facts. Alright, it may be true, but I'm still in this cycle. In my mind, to get along with, it hasn't always been easy. But....God, it's been harder than I expected! I know we shouldn't regret any of the hard times. So, well then, I hope everything is fine. Please give me a good influence, a good atmosphere, like what it's good to be.
Not mad, but disappointed
Not sad, but confused
This is a little bit inconvenient sometimes
So, seriously?
Come on, smile with me, laugh with me. Let the day be painted of happiness.
Everyone needs to find it. So do I. So do you. So do all of us.
Couldn't it be, at least…. fun?
For something that lies inside, maybe I just need to dig it more and more. For something that lies so far away, maybe I just need to stay calm and calm. Until the time comes, and it drives me to the right palace I will be at.
Rain City, September 2010.
For real, and it often happens.
It's usual, ya usual. But I kinda dislike that way. Just still can’t understand, why are those so difficult? Something that someone simply can't get it, or be sensitive on it. Certain things are hard to be changed. I know. ‘Cause I feel it too.
This is what I call cause & effect. I'm being afraid to start because I can predict how the reaction will be. Before it really happens, I guess taking off is a best decision at that time. It's hard, though. Pushing this kind of thing which always tickles me inside. I feel, but I hide it. This blows, but I insist myself not to let this wind do that. For some reasons, I often get the butterflies dance on my stomach. Also a fast beat from my cardio. Do I look stupid if it's just because a glance to something? Ya, stupid. Sometimes wondering how to take easy way out. Cause I'm stuck on it! I swear.
I have no idea about the right thing to do. This is all so confusing. I'm under hesitation. In one side I could feel the way it goes stronger, but the other side says that why should it be?
Many words out, they tell new facts. Alright, it may be true, but I'm still in this cycle. In my mind, to get along with, it hasn't always been easy. But....God, it's been harder than I expected! I know we shouldn't regret any of the hard times. So, well then, I hope everything is fine. Please give me a good influence, a good atmosphere, like what it's good to be.
Not mad, but disappointed
Not sad, but confused
This is a little bit inconvenient sometimes
So, seriously?
Come on, smile with me, laugh with me. Let the day be painted of happiness.
Everyone needs to find it. So do I. So do you. So do all of us.
Couldn't it be, at least…. fun?
For something that lies inside, maybe I just need to dig it more and more. For something that lies so far away, maybe I just need to stay calm and calm. Until the time comes, and it drives me to the right palace I will be at.
Rain City, September 2010.
