Since that time....... I never feel the warmth of sunshine anymore. The season's changed, the days are different. It's really cold; frozen. Then I try to become an ice, with expectation I can survive right there. There's no choice; what else can I do? Being warm doesn't help me anyway. The sunshine isn't there, it dissapears, to the place that I could never find.
But it's all just pathetic. Maybe succeed to make the appereance changed, but inside who knows: it's still the same.
More I push it fiercely, more it turns back and jumps highly.
Then what happened here actually?
