"I'm tired with all these things. Too hard to keep them alone. Fight the stupid expectation and all random thoughts. I don't understand what happened, I don't know what I want, I have no idea what I'm supposed to do. I really hate when the tears have to drop every night because the same thing in my uncontrolled brain. Dear God, if this should be dead then help me to make it dead. Set it empty, close all the doors, lock it, You save the key until it's the right time to be opened. Please God I'm begging You."
Sincerelly Yours.
