Why

so you're kind and still there you're there but I am nowhere really I don't want to steal your kindness what I know is people go for you you have a lot of supports meanwhile they hate me they complain me sometimes they just don't know what they are talking about and it's kind of insecure then who am I what can I do here so sorry because the truth is it's not just you who feel that way cause I do I ever know and I just don't want to let it happen anymore.

“Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Then walk beside me and be my friend.”
-Albert Camus